Something I Learned Today
By: Devilc (firstname.lastname@example.org or devilc on LJ)
Requested Character: Jack Knight
Pairing: Jack Knight/Todd Rice
Author's Note: Inspired by my love of 80's punk bands and a
picture of Jack Knight in the Starman Secret files of several years ago
that showed Jack Knight all punked out. A bit of "what if" exploring
what Jack's rebellious phase was like.
And then I had this idea to have him meet Todd Rice ...
Thanks to two friends who answered, to the best of their abilities, some canon and continuity questions I had.
The title is a reference to a Husker Du song.
Ever since he had told his dad and David to both fuck off and stormed out of the house, life for Jack Knight had been …
Well it had been, and it was going to be more, and even
when things were crummy and he had not showered in a few days, and he
had worn the same dirty underwear, filthy jeans, and ripped super funky
T-shirt for a few days and food was something from Mc D's and a bump of
speed to keep them all going, Jack fucking loved it.
Because how many people, really, could say that they had roadied for a band? Talk about the road less traveled by, right?
And, sometimes when they were in a gas station convenience store
pissing and stocking up on the essentials, getting nervous glances from
the townies, Jack knew that this was the sort of stuff he could put
into his "back when I roadied for Husker Du" stories.
The strangest thing about roadieing for a band, especially a
punk band like Husker, concerned the fact that all of the stuff that
Jack had ever heard about life as a roadie?
All true. All of it.
The hours sucked.
The pay sucked.
You lived out of a backpack or duffle bag.
You got to know your rock and roll idols as a bunch of regular
fart knocking, nose picking, meat beating fuckups … just like you,
really. (Except they had a talent that you didn't. And in Husker Du's
case, good God, Jack loved the sound that Bob could wring out of his
guitar -- like molten metal cascading out of the speakers. The first
time Jack ever heard Land Speed Record, he knew he had to see this band. Ending up as their roadie? Too cool for fucking words.)
Oh, and yes, some of the sex and drugs part of the "sex, drugs, and rock and roll" equation also ended up coming your way.
Like right now.
That bump of crank that Jack took just before the set started turned out to be some good shit.
After the show, they got all the stuff bundled into the van (in
what seemed like record time) and then ended up at a house on the wrong
side of the tracks owned by some woman from the show that Greg knew a
little bit, and the plan was to party and then crash here. Which meant
hot coffee in the morning to chase the hangovers away and showers, and
with a bit of luck, Jack could sneak a load of laundry in.
But it also meant right here, right now, behind a shit rickety,
spider-ridden shed, hanging with this kid from the party, the kid who
didn't quite belong -- turned out he's the boy next door -- sharing a
joint and a few beers, totally bonding over what controlling assholes
their fathers are, and Todd had been sending out signals all night, so
Jack made a move and suddenly they're just kissing and Todd's mouth
tastes like a weird combination of beer and Pepsi and pizza.
Breaking the kiss, Todd shoved Jack away. His eyes looked huge
in the moonlight. "I-I can't --" he said in a panicky voice, and
started to move like he would stand, but Jack grabbed him.
"Dude, what? One moment you're acting like you wanted to be
kissed, so we're kissing, and the next you shove me away like I'm a
"I - I just …"
"And don't try telling me now that you didn't want it." Jack looked pointedly at the tented front of Todd's cutoffs.
"If you sit and relax, I'll let you in on something," Jack said.
Gingerly, Todd sat. "Okay. What?"
Jack cupped Todd's face in his hands and whispered softly,
"Bob's a fag. Grant's a fag. Nobody cares." Almost an out and out lie,
because even though Bob and Grant were gay, only a small circle of
people knew this, and Bob and Grant didn't exactly want the truth to
become widely known.
But it worked. Todd's mouth formed such an O of surprise that
Jack could not contain a guffaw of laughter. "Me?" he continued, "I
swing both ways."
"How old are you, Todd?"
"You like girls?"
Even in the dim light Jack could see Todd blanch a little as he nodded yes.
"Ever been with one?"
Todd shook his head no.
"You ever been with anybody?"
"No." Whispered. Soft. Ashamed.
"Hey," Jack said gently, "it's no big deal. Besides, being a
teen is all about being rebellious, right? And doing your own thing to
find out what you like. And --" Jack ghosted his fingers over Todd's
fly "-- I can see that a part of you really wants to see if this is
something you like."
"B-but my dad --"
"Fuck your dad," Jack laughed. "One of the best things I ever
did was tell my dad to fuck off, right to his face. That's how I got to
where I am today. Do you even like your dad?"
"Hell no," Todd said, and the sheer amount of venom in his voice surprised Jack.
"Then let's have fun doing something he would completely fucking hate."
Silence, except for the sound of crickets chirping. Jack felt
like he could almost see the wheels turning in Todd's mind. God he
hoped Todd would say yes, because he was so fucking cute and had a
sweetness to him, and Jack liked the idea of being somebody's first
time and … Jack had had a bump of speed that still hadn't entirely worn
off, or maybe it was just sheer adrenaline at this point. Either way,
the end result was the same. Jack wanted to. A lot.
"What … do I do?" Todd whispered.
"Just shut up and relax," Jack replied and kissed him. After a
moment, he snaked a hand up and under Todd's shirt, totally vibing on
the fact that such a simple act caused Todd to gasp and moan. "You can
touch me, too, y'know, " Jack said after a few moments.
"Oh." Todd laughed and blushed again. A split second later, he nervously stuck his hand under Jack's shirt.
The nervousness didn't last long, however. Jack found himself
groaning in pleasure as Todd's fingers gently flicked and tickled at
his nipples. The guy was a natural, it seemed. Reluctantly Jack sat up
and took off his shirt. Todd's eyes widened at the sight, then he
flushed furiously, which Jack found endearingly cute -- his eager
shyness. A moment later, Todd reared up enough to take off his own
He was more lean and muscular than Jack expected. Most guys
Todd's age still had a trace of baby fat. The ghost of a large bruise
spread across Todd's lower left rib cage, and Jack had an idea of where
it probably came from, but said nothing, just pushed Todd back to lie
flat and began covering his neck and upper chest with little nips and
licking kisses that caused Todd's breath to catch.
This time, Todd's hands did not remain idle. They eagerly
caressed as much of Jack's back as they could reach, even darting just
below the belt line a few times, teasing at the top of Jack's butt,
before Todd finally got over his nervousness enough to clench Jack's
ass properly and squeeze as he began to grind his hips against Jack's.
But the delicious friction stopped the moment Jack's hands
began fumbling with the buttons on Todd's cutoffs. Actually, Todd's
whole body went almost as rigid as a board from shock.
"Something wrong?" Jack asked.
"Um -- no. I just can't believe this is actually going to
happen," Todd laughed a bit goofily and his hand covered Jack's,
tugging at it, urging it back to its task.
Jack finally got the last of the buttons undone and Todd's cock
practically leapt out. Jack could feel the heat radiating off it
through the thin cotton of Todd's jockeys even before he traced his
fingers up its length. He smiled when he found a quarter sized wet
patch from all the oozing pre-come. Good, because he liked an eager
"Lift up," he murmured, and Todd obliged, allowing Jack to free
his cock and shinny the shorts and jockeys out of the way before
swooping in, licking Todd's cock from root to salty seeping tip,
breathing deeply of Todd's scent, a mixture of male musk and April
Fresh fabric softener, savoring it, before sucking the whole thing deep
into his mouth, swirling his tongue along the shaft as he drew it in.
Todd reacted immediately. His hips spasmed, bucked, his whole
body shuddered. He gave a short sharp cry and flooded Jack's mouth with
a couple huge spurts of come.
Gagging, choking, Jack coughed and spat. "Y'know, you normally
warn a guy before you do that to him," he said a bit more sharply than
Todd's face fell. In a small, crushed voice, he said, "I'm sorry. I didn't--"
Jack cut him off with a deep sigh. "Look. Never mind. Now, you
know, okay?" He unbuckled and unzipped his jeans, pushing them down.
Looking at him with huge, hungry eyes, Todd said, "Um … do you want me to …?"
"No," Jack replied. The fact that he was a bit ripe down there
aside, learning to give good head took some doing, and right now Jack
wasn't in the mood to put up with a bit of accidental toothyness. He
just wanted to come -- as quickly and painlessly as possible. "Just --"
he cupped Todd's hand around him and laid back down, half on Todd "--
let me fuck your fist." And started to piston his hips as he began to
fiercely work his mouth along the expanses of Todd's neck and
collarbone, nipping and sucking, drinking in the scent of crushed grass
and the scent of Todd, savoring the faint salty taste of his skin,
riding the mounting sensation until he couldn't contain it anymore.
When he floated back into the real world, Jack couldn't stop the laugh that bubbled up.
"What?" Todd asked, grinning shyly.
"I just gave you one hell of a hickey," Jack said, tucking himself back into his jeans as Todd wiped his hand on the grass.
"What?!" Todd yelped, feeling along his neck until he found the spot. "You did. Shit."
"So?" Jack shrugged. "Say you got it from a girl."
"It's just … I'm grounded. I snuck out tonight. There's no way I can hide this from my dad."
Jack laughed and said, "Say she came in through your window, and what were you supposed to do?"
Todd shot him a look. "That's not going to work with my dad."
Jack shrugged again. "Sorry. What's done is done," he said not unkindly.
"Yeah … it is, isn't it?" Todd said rather bleakly.
A long tense pause followed. It seemed like even the crickets didn't dare chirp.
"Look --" They both said unison, and laughed, tension broken.
"You should --"
"I was just thinking that --
"-- it's getting late and your dad --"
" -- my dad's probably going to come home soon --"
" -- you should probably --"
" -- sneak back in before he gets back."
"Yeah." Jack laughed and gave Todd a quick kiss.
Todd stood, put his shirt back on and brushed the worst of the grass and dirt off his clothes.
"Hey Todd," Jack began.
"It's no big deal, you'll see what it's like with a girl soon enough."
Todd cheeks grew pink again, and he gave a crooked smile. "I hope to." He scrambled over the fence.
Jack took a few minutes to gather his thoughts and then got up
and stumbled into the house. The party had all but died. The speed and
adrenaline were wearing off and he needed to crash. Now.
He found a quiet enough corner in the spare bed room and lay
down. He was so tired it took him a moment to process the sounds of the
yelling coming from next door. Sigh. It seemed Todd didn't get in
unnoticed after all. Shit.
Someday he would tell "back in the day when I was a roadie for Husker Du" stories.
Somehow, he didn't think this would be one of them.